please don't let this turn into something it's not. i can only give you everything i've got, i can't be as sorry as you think i should, but i still love you more than anybody else could.

emotionally

numb.

plain

i fucking hate being insecure.
what led me to be like this?





fuck my life.

it sucks

to know that you're trying, yet you'll never be able to satisfy them.



what more can i do to prove that i'm different from them?








idk.

it's happening again... isn't it.

everything

is going so well right now.
i'm afraid that it'll bite me in the ass, and something extremely terrible will happen soon.

maybe i should just be optimistic?



idk.
life is good =]
fuckitthuglife!

He is

perfect for me.
<3





Right now I really wouldn't mind a chocolate chip muffin with a cup of cold milk.
That sounds sooooooo bombskies.