please don't let this turn into something it's not. i can only give you everything i've got, i can't be as sorry as you think i should, but i still love you more than anybody else could.

emotionally

numb.

plain

i fucking hate being insecure.
what led me to be like this?





fuck my life.

it sucks

to know that you're trying, yet you'll never be able to satisfy them.



what more can i do to prove that i'm different from them?








idk.

it's happening again... isn't it.

everything

is going so well right now.
i'm afraid that it'll bite me in the ass, and something extremely terrible will happen soon.

maybe i should just be optimistic?



idk.
life is good =]
fuckitthuglife!

He is

perfect for me.
<3





Right now I really wouldn't mind a chocolate chip muffin with a cup of cold milk.
That sounds sooooooo bombskies.

what

the hell.

I know you're reading this you fucking creeper.
Stay out of my shit, and stay out of my life.






in other news

I have the most amazing boyfriend ever.
My dad wants more hamsters.
School / works are going great.
My life is CRAZY.... in a good way
Slumdog Millionares was a good movie


and I'm so thankful for everything I have right now
Opportunities just keep popping up left and right.


Thanks, higher power =]

COACHELLA

I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED!


69 more days until my life is over <33333

FML x infinity

What a fucking rollercoaster of a day.

I need to stop cussing.
Really.
and smoking.
really.



.... but not now.


clos<3

Happyface

So I guess things turn out for the better if you stop searching. This has been one of the best weeks I've had in a LONG time and I'm glad it's happening.


I'm just trying really hard not to get my hopes up too much.




Jana! If you're reading this, HURRY UP AND COME OVERRRR.
Let's play!